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I WANT FREEDOM!
Thursday, November 26, 2009

current mmod ; Sad :(
Haiss , i felt tht my life is so quiet . i dont have freedom , i dont have anybody to complain.
Aqilah invite me to go to Jurong West swimming tomorrow , Kak nurul is inviting me to go to East coast ,
but i know , my mom will never allow me to go, but why seyh?
my frnd , they never even pass a subject , i mean like passed only one subject , their parents let them go , i asked them, they get freedom ? they say yes of course , it's holiday happy happy uh.
but im not , im sad :( ,
im not blaming my parents ,im blaming other people , which is a secret , i got go luh Bukit Panjang PLaza before luh with my frends , tuh pun , nt my plan , Fadhilah's plan, tu pun luckily mama agree to let me go.
Haiss , my life is such a bore , i got nth to do at home , nak lepak bwh block , with who ? my kakak angs , tinggal jaaaoh sehh. :( , i wnt to OTP woth who ? i want to complain to who ? i want to pamper with who ? nowadays , i felt strange , scared , angry , guilty , but i dnt knw why , smtimes i sulk for no reason , smtimes i sit alone and cry but i dnt knw why i waste my tears , i dontknw luh , everybody just dnt care bout me , frends they just think boutt them self , when they wnt , they came to me , if they dnt need me , they will ignore me as if im invisible , andand , i need to really study hard to proof to my parent's tht i can do anythng if i try , i really need to force myself to go express just to make my parents and family proud of me , sometime i think , when failed , people scold me , but they just dnt knw hw i feel lah , i was like crying alone , and like nobody even care to wipe me tears or smth ? it's okay , i will force myself togo express , i will studyand study even if my eyes go red or get a sore eyes ,but i knw im lazy , but i must throw tht habot of lazyness , im not small anymore , i must really work hard to go express. GOD , pls let me be a better person and pls do not let me be a lazy girl who only thinks about playing gamess only and not thinking to study , i study really hard , but idk why i still failed , i wnt LABTOP , mumdad promise me to buy a labtop if i go express , and if i go techninal , i will get a toy labtop . its a labtop oso whad , hehe . Ok , till here ,

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